reported at home at 12.45am..when drinking tea-o with my friend..haha..cass early early slp le..thought let her finish prison-break = i complete my dinner and chatting..TWT de food finish by ppl by the time i finish busying..haha..soob..no ppl leave some food for mi..lucky ah E saved some..but nah..dun wan eat..dun wish to eat..drink some soup and some mee hoon quek made by lao da..haha..quite nice..too bad finished by ppl..ate bread wif kaya and butter..haha..happy that 老婆大人blogged liao..haha..yesterday night thought about wat the hell am i getting angry so easily about..haha..finally conclusion..because money not enough!!!haha..seeing guys have money to buy things for their GF but i cannot!!!so many big plans to give cass happy de..but too bad..need to slowly slowly come..lucky cass dun mind mi money not enough but must love her la..of course i love her..came home late today..and stupid cass slp le..called her..no answer..this week 2 days like that liao..know that she is tired after so many days of chionging project..hmmm..but at first abit scare she is not committed in this relationship le..but saw her blog..hahaha...lucky mi to have much a wonderful Gf..understand that my girl got her gd points and bad points..but bo bian have to like her bad points too...cause i love her..tomolo onwards cannot blog le..cause someone coming my hs genting liao...so..hmmm privacy..dun wish ppl to see mi type..haha...i really love her alot..cannot imagine 1 day she leave mi..hmmm...maybe when the day comes , i think i dunno how to breathe liao lo.. i promise that my temper will change..hope that god gives mi a chance to let cass have her happiness with no stress , quarrels and just enjoyment..haha..tired le..have to wake up early early..slp liao..nite!遇到你好像是命中注定！永远不分开！

=)its an old picture of us! looking back at the days.

Its cass writing for today! hahaha..me andmy darling like taking turns to write this blog luh. nvm luh it fun!!Its such a boring day today! finished with the prsentation of the final piece and we were asked to scrub the FLOOR!!! wAH! so tiring! hahaha! hehe today nvr see my darling. so sad! i dun care he promised me he would bring me to school! yeah last day of school will be tml and woots!! we are going for our second holiday together soon in 2 days time. still yet to pack my bag. any ways i happened to hear from yiling today that gene and the others were still gossiping abt me having two sketch book! i only have 49 drawings as if i had 100! GRR! i did use double paged and i tore alot. argh.. my blood boils. she still can come over and say her work is quality no need the quantity! so sarcastic. i ask chang wei the lecturer if i got A and guess wad he said! hahaha! he said"u noe its not a problem for u to get an A marhs!" hahah! so happy! apart from that i did my H&C correctly and no need to re-do. hees! preparing for submission tml. and cant wait to see my darling! hope he comes early! love him lots! today i told him that both of us have to change in order for us to stay together. we've been getting irritated very easily lately and i really dun like this feeling. his temper is not that good either and he keeps blaming it on me. i noe my temper but he has one too!so DARLING! WE MUST CHANGE FOR THE BETTER!!

wow..came home slack awhile le..3.30am liao!!!called cass..never answer.-_-"but too late le..dun wan disturb my princess..went whitesand in the morning and asked cass to acc mi go eat lunch..hmmm..then go popular wif her..walk around then go rent DVD...haha..too bad some ppl finish her DVD at evening liao..haha..went mason's ah gong hs to pray before celebrating mason'd bd..hmmm..conclusion..my temper is very de bad..not as before..dunno y..when asked if i have a girlfriend that time..i was like OMG!!! must say the truth..hmmm..GOT! my beloved CASS!! asked about her age..18yrs old..then he like knows everything happening...hmmm..saying cass very hot-temper..must let her win always..cannot die die dun wan let her..if these continue..next time married comfrim will break up de..hmmm...then scold mi for giving hot temper to my parents..My father!! asked if he scold mi everytime? YES..then say that i must SHHH! dun talk back..let him scold..must remember wat my faher say..then cannot gamble on genting..go in casino COMFIRM lose...haha..better to believe..but can't go in too...then back to cass topic again..said that if i carry on dun give in..next time she will go for other ppl..cause her heart not stable wif mi..Seriously..i am scare la..cause she also got say i go army wan go find another guy!(joking de right?) hmmm...going genting in 4days time..haha..just went CV to eat , drink , chat with raymond , ryan , mason and brother bear!!so fun..next week maybe got gathering with them too..promise mi change temper ok? and hopefully we get along well ever after...i will give in de..dun worry...

firstly..i wish mason happy birthday!hmmm today is a very bad day..hmmm..why lei? because i quarrel with cass because of some 2pig misunderstanding...so bad of mi scolding her CeeBye..wat a bad boyfriend am i...haha..but after i cooled down..i think that..hmm..maybe i am too stress about money stuff and abit tired of working so hard to get low pay..hais..how i going to get higher pay..wat job am i into in future..am i able to give cass happiness? these question pop out every 2-3 days..sometimes i cheated myself by saying..its ok..walk 1 step = 1 step lo..but hmmm..but very true that..i can't provide her anything but tears.. Work are getting tired..chiong so much get $40, china ppl come at 5 then leave at 10.20pm no stress about the sales..but i have to stay to 11pm , stress about customer service, sales..just because of $4 extra i have to be responsible for my pay..thats y i need to chiong alot and get all sort of scolding , bad face from customer..hais..damn tired everyday...then today quarrel with cass..hais..is my fault being so stubborn for not apologising earlier..i have made arrangement for not going work..cheated on xiao yan saying stomachache..on the other hand, i cannot dun have the pay today..lucky she call mi to work again.. sry cass..i know my mistake..i promise that i will not scold u bad words again..and hope that next time if i dare u walk off..pls do not walk off..cause i will get more angry and disappointed..cause i will feel that u next time will walk off mi without thinking...so pls kindly dun walk off...and hmmm last friday we went night safari..not zoo...hehe...we will be going to zoo before i go army..i promise..and today..i promise u de things..i will try to do it...hmmm...after we come back from our 度蜜月...i promise...haha...FORGIVE MI! K? ke lian ke lian 我！我爱你！

yo...first time blog!!! just wanna say to my lao po!! i love you so much that i cannot imagine 1 day i dun have u by my side! hais..but there is something i reflected last night...my promises are always late! dunno y...PIG should be brought on friday..but i brought it on saturday..blog should be wrote last night..but i now then write.. and ZOO! i have been saying it for at least 1 1/2yrs then finally gone on friday.. hais..dunno y..need to change..hopefully my darling dun blame mi... looking forward to next sunday..GENTING trip with her friends..although no money..but i will try to squeeze out de..tuesday mason bd liao..hais..no money how to go out..hopefully they dun go far or i need to pay money but barry will pay more everytime..tuesday going mason's ah gong hs too...to take 'fu' for genting trip..to protect mi and cass away from danger! cass is too important to mi..so where i go pray..i will pray for her..hope that she will change her temper, get away from danger, passes her studies and lastly be with her forever..haha..today going work only..hao suddenly jio mi play bball..rejected him...and he asked mi how i going jian fei..hmmm..gd question..i will answer him by 26/11/2008 when i go in check up..haha..OMG sudden attack from family..came home liao..BB

we went to the night safari yesterday night! haha! at last we went luh!after so long!went with raymond and huibing.=) as for today we woke up and it was so hard waking the piggy up! grr.haha but he's so cute when he sleeps. hees.we had a quarrel just before we went out and haha. sorry dear for saying those things to ur sis that is not true.=) forgive me yah! my bf has been really patient with me. as when we went to the musuem again today. the guys werent able to go in wif us and they sat outside waiting. hees. so sweet. after we walked all the way to plaza singapura were Xiang yu and Noel suddenly quarrelled. hmm.. xiang yu left after the quarrel.. oh man.. so scary she went straight home.. even how me and yiling tried to pull her.went to daiso after awhile and i simply love daiso! so many things to buy~! hahaha. dear dear bought me another piggy and i named it oinky!!hehe i have now decided i shall collect pigs!! hahaha! they are so cute! after dat . grr. dear dear left without me to go watch his soccer match, manchester united vs liverpool. quite disspointed but i promised him ler. to let him watch.hehe.lots of sketches to finish!! 20 more! ah!

Didnt blog the last few days. hehe. didnt go online..ytd i went to Xian Yu's house with yiling to stay and we stayed up to do our watercolour painting.=) had fun. and we woke up early this morning for to go to Singapore Arts musuem, when we reach the musuem it was onli opened at 10am. Grr. we woke up early for nothing! ah! haha anyways we ate super alot today. hees. sandwhich, mr bean,drank mocha, munchy platter at domes (yummy!) and haha bar chor mee! so much!! the trip to the musuem was fun. so manyy works of art to see. amazing how they paint so intricate lines..after the musuem trip we went to plaza singapura and after went to dear dear's house. and we settled the problem with the blogshop which blacklisted me!For something thats not my fault. She does not have a phone?? and she say she call me ! crap! then she change email address and expect me to noe its her. grr! angry. i didnt read the mails luh and i my com reformatting mah! who got so much time always check mail de. and who so much time to screen shot then photoshop and all . lying that she call me and all. grr. willing to pay for the goods ler she still ask to meet at woodlands! so far leh! aiyoh . i live in pasir ris! ask her post in her blog that its a misunderstanding she wand to post our emails of today! maybe its her habit to screen shot bah..grr. spoil my mood luh. hai me to quarrel with my dear dear because we both became pek chek ! SORRY dear!!! ilove you!!